FUCK THIS
I tried. I really did. But I’m giving up, Im litterally just not strong enough to beat this disorder, so I’m letting it win. I’m giving up and I’m just going to let it eat me away until I die. I just don’t care anymore. I just can’t put on a smile anymore like fuck, no one realizes how fucking hard it is. People are so easily tricked by a fake smile and a ‘I’m doing so much better’ . I fought, but I can’t fight forever.. It’s just to overwhelming. So hello tumblr, I’m back.
well im just a big fat failure
I am stronger than this. I can beat this. I don’t need to cut. I don’t need to burn. I don’t need to put a gun to my head. I don’t need to take all of those pills. I don’t need to purge. I am worth more than this. I am better than this. I will win this battle.
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time for a change
time to be happy : )
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taking a break from this blog
i find it very triggering. and i need to make a serious effort to get better or i am am going to be put back into the hospital.
